Candis post.

Thanks, Kih P:
But im getting a PS3 hopefully instead for my bday :)
While we're on the subject of gaming..

I was on YouTube earlier and watched a trailer of some game, and I swear, there was a dude in the gam with the worst fake irish accent I have ever heard.
So I comment going all
"Lol, is it me or is that the worst fake irish accent ever?"
And some idiot comes along, going all
"WELL I KNO IRISH PEEPS N DAY SAY DAT DA ACCENT IZ REL!"
There was a bit of an argument, and I was saying how cool, thats their opinion and I respec that, just I think its a really bad accent. I said that I was half irish, so it wasnt as if I didnt know what a real acceent sounded like.
Then he said somthing along the lines of "So who should I peopl? 100% irish people or you, half irish a man i nthe uk?"
I was thinking how stupid this guy is, cause to be honest when I posted that comment I didnt want a gay little argument on som fictional character in a video game. I said do you really want to start a stupid littlee arguemnt over th internet?
Whatever, then I said something about me bing a girl.
And you know what he said?
Exact words: (though i took out some sentences)
"You don't live in Ireland, you're not 100% irish, so go back to dressing up your dolls under your Jonas Brothers poster girl...sigh"
..
Now. Listen.
Im not a feminist or anything.
But dude, when you start bringing sexism into my gaming world, thats were you step the mark.
This is th 3rd time someone has commented on me, a girl, liking games. (including that whole sisteer thing about MW)
I really want to know, if anyone else whos a guy reading this (probably no one reads this anyway), what the fuck is wrong with me playing games?
No, seeriously, I think im missing out on somthing here. Is there a law that stops me from playing video games because im a girl?
I hate when girls go on about sexist people, but that guys comment really pissed me off.
I jsut posted back saying something like
"Something tells me you havnt ahd many girlfriends :) I like how you had to bring my gender into this for insults because you felt threatened by my own opinion. Its quit pathetic how you got all defensive because I made a joking comment of my own opinon. Hope you hav a nice day :)"
Asshole.

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SCHOOL NEWS!
Shelby and Megan are friends again.
Shelby is round Megans to sleepover tonight. You know what bugs me? I was supposed to sleep over megans on Friday, but she said I coudlnt because her dad said that megan couldnt hav any friends round or go to anyones house.
I like it being me, shelby and megan, its just. I dunno. I cant exactly put into words how I feel.
I feel lik they're leaving me out. But part of me knows that they're not at all.
For music, we had to get into partners. Shelby and Megan went together.
I was like "Yeah but megaan, who am I gonna be with?"
And she goes "Dunno"
So i go "What, so im going to be a larry all by myself?"
And she actually went "Lol, yeah."
So i actually had to be by myself.
And thn for PE, we had to get into partners, amnd they wnt togthr again!
Its really not fair.
I feel ike slowly but surely, Shlby and Megan are gttting closer and Im jsut drifting further apart from them.
I know i have to fight myslf back into the friendship, but I just cant be bothered anymore. It feels like Megan has changed.
It used to be just me and Megan, we were like twins because we were so close and we looked like each other.
I feel like im not involved in the friendship.
I want to tell them how I feel, but I just dont know hwot to. I dont know how to put it into works. You dont know how difficult it has been just to write this down.

I'd really prefer if it was just me and Megan. But i know that wont happened ever again.


I have so much stress going on right now.
2010 is lookign like the worst year ever.