I wanna move schools.

Not getting bullied or anything gay like that, but evryones changed.
Megan is so different to who I thought she was.
I became friends with her because I admired how she didnt car about being popular and wasnt afraid to say what she thought. She didnt bumlick any of the popular people when I first met her, and was one of the msot friendly girls i nthe whole year when I joined.
But as I got to know her mroe and mroe..shes the complete opposite.
Now, she sucks up to all of the popular people like theres no tomorrow. No offence shes turned into a complete arselicker. Now instead of being herself, she jsut agrees with everyone.
She lsits a MILLION people as her bestfriend, when I know they're CLEARLY not. She only lists them to show everyone how 'popular' she is. Like, she jsut started talking to this girl in our year called Georgia for one nighyt on msn, and Megan says they're now bestfriends.
No off, bullshit.
She still says we're bestfriends, but it doesnt seem liek it at all. It feels like shes going off to get as many popualr peopel as her friends as possible, and im jsut her incase that all gos wrong. When im bestfriends with someone, I expect it to feel like it. I dunno, like its exclusive to jsut us. I only lsit people as my 'bestfriends' if they really are.
I wasnt in school yesterday cos I was sick. And already Megan went off with this girl called Chloe. Shes gone to the funfair with her today.
It feels liek im easily replaced. If I wasnt here, would Megan give a crap? What would she do if I jsut moved schools anyway? She wouldnt give a shit. She'd just go off withb all the popular people.
And now, I dont know if its me being jealous, or it genuinely is unfair, but now all these thoughts are coming into my head like,
Megan is so much mroe prettier than I am, shes popular than I am, has a perfect family life, everyone lvoes her, AND she manages to get higher levels/grades than me.
How the hell am I suppsoeds to be 'bestfriends' with someone who makes me feel small and useless?
Thats it. Thats exactly how I feel right now.
Im emo rambling.

Mrr.
I should move to your school, Cindy LOL.