Candis sad post..

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Right now im very emo. Not literally obvviously, but yeah im annopyed.
Why?
Remember I said that Megan and Shelby were ina huge fight? Back then Megan was being bestfriends with me and saying all this bad stuff about Shelby behind her back and we used to go round each others hosues every friday. I even almost slept round her house on a school night.
Now, Shelby and Megan are friends again. When I first heard the news, I was really happy because then we were al;l friends again. Obviously not. Megan totally cut me out and is now 'Bezzies' with Shelby! She IGNORES me in school and always links arms with Shelby and they're always whispering to each other. When I ask what they're talking about, Shelby goes to tell me when Megan goes all "DONT tell her Shelby, its not her conversation."
I mean, WTF! Seriously! When I try talking to Megan aboutt he things we used to talk about, she jsut gives me a weird 'wtf' look and turns around back to Shelby. Its SUPER upsetting.
In PE they're ALWAYS partners. And my PE teacher is GAY because she ALWAYS puts Shelby and Megan in one team and me i nthe other.
In tutor (homeroom), I normally sit next to Megan. But one morning I came in, and SHELBY was sitting in my spot, next to Megan.
On Thursday, Megan was going around Shelbys house. She kept rubbing in my face unti lI had to say "Cool. Awesome. I dont care."
Then on Friday, it was Megan's little sister's bday so she took Shelby. I dont even know why Shelbys going if its Megan's LITTLE SISTER'S bday, not hers. Whatever. Then they slept roun each others houses. Its sunday and Shelbys still at her house. How do I know? Their Facebook status. They're really pissing me off. Then they decided to go out with a group of friends without telling me. W. T. F.
Im being TOTALLY CUT OUT of 'the group' and its pissing me off.
Im more upset because in my last school I was left out of the group aswell. Im jsut thinking, why is it always me? What have I done? Why do I all the time have rto be the wallflower? Cant I just have some actual best friends for once? Its not fair.
Whatever. Im not letting it get me own. If Megan think she can jsut turn her back on me like that, then Im doing it back. Im not letting this get out of hand like it did in my last school. I guess what happened at my last school was one of the reasons why I was the only one from my al,st school coming to this secondary school...

Sorry to ramble.
Anyway, this whole week has just been a ROLLERCOASTER.
There wass a huge fight.
It began...
Normally, Shelby hang out with the 'popular' kids at lunch. One day, she decided to hang out with us instead. That pissed off the popular kids.
They started to say to Shelby "Why are you skanking us for a bunch of GEEKS?" a.k.a, me and the others in our group. That annoyed me, because couldnt they come up with a more original insult? Seriously. Geeks? Overused. Anyway, Shelby ignored them and hung out with us.
Then when we were lining up outside Art, Megan was pushed and accidently stepped onto Vik's (one of the popular kids) foot and got mud onto her tights. Megan was all "Oh, sorry! Someone pushed me." and Vik was like "WTF WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? GOD SAKES, MEGAN!" And then she stamped onto Megans foot and rubbed in so her tights were even muddier. Viks little 'posse' started giggling and Megan was like "VIK! Why did you do that? It was an accident! Theres mud all over my tights now." and Viks posse giggled even more and were imitating her.
Then Shelby came over (lol, if anything ever happens to us, we always call Shelby. She a,lwsys sticks up for you.) and she went "Er, no. It isnt funny."
And then Vik's friend Stacey went "Er, yes it is cos we're laughing."

Then we has PSHE (its lesson about how bad drugs are and pregnancy and stuff like that.) so me megan shelby and this really nice guy called J sat next to each other and we just kept laughing the whole lesson. Vik and ehr posse on the opposite side of the room mae fun of our laughing. We jsut ignored them.
Then, this total TWAT called Mike (WHO I HATE SO MUCH. SERIOUSLY. I was so close to setting my older sister on him.) kept staring at us until Megan went "What are you looking at? Can you stop?" And then Mike went "Er, no.".
One of Vik's posse looked over and thought we were staring at her and went "Hav you got somethin' to look at?"
And then her friends laughed until J stepped in. He started arguing with them and then they shut up for most of the lesson.
Then, Vik went "Your dad, the one you never had." To shelby. That was totally out, because Shelby's parents split up and Shelby doesnt really see her dad much. Then the teacher went "Shelby, stay behind after." And I was like "WHAT!" She did nothing wrong!
After class me and Megan waited outside the door for Shelby when Vik, STacey, and the other popular gang waited outside for Shelby too. Not out of kindness. They were obviously going to either A) Beat her up or B) Have an argument with her.
Me and Megan looked at each other. I think we both thought the same thing.
Then they got bored and left, and shelby came out. We told her about them waiting for ehr and she went "..Lets just go."
We walked down the corridoor when we heard Stacey behind us going
"Shelby," And shelby stopped and turned around when stacey went "We need to talk to you.."
Shelby came back to us and I went "Just ignore them. we'll be okay if we make it into the cafeteria." And we speed walked down the corridoor into the cafeteria and sat down. Then we all sighed i nrelief.
Then, Shazz and Jody came over and said to Shelby "Why did you call Vik a pratt?" And we all looked at each other and then at them going "...What..?" Because we all know Shelby didnt say that.
Shelby went "What? I didnt. When was this?" And shazz and jody looked at each other smirking and they went "In PSHE." I dropped my sandwich. I kenw it was a total lie because 1. Shelby never uses the word pratt. She might usae the word shitface, but not pratt. 2. I was with her the whole lesson and she never said that.
Shelby was about to say something when SHazz flicked her overdyed hair and went "Oh, well, we'll bring Vik over, yeah?" And without waiting for a answer they walked off to get Vik leaving us totally stunned.
We all looked at each other motuhs open. I said "Someone going round shit stirring."
Shelby looked scared. You dont want to get on the wrong side of Vik and the gang. I;ve never saw Shelby scared before. Watching ehr look scared made myself scared.
Trying to lighten up the situation I went "I bet they wont come."
Megan said "Oh, they will. Trust me."
We all stayed quiet until sure enough, the gang came over to our table. Stacey, Vik, Mark (who had nothing to do with the argument), Shazz, Jody and sophie. I looked at Shelby and she looked pretty scared
Vik looked like she was going to burst with anger. "Oi, why are you goin round saying stuff bout me?"
And shelby went "I never said nothing."
Vik went "Well, you boviously had because Mike heard you call me a pratt."
Megan shelby and me looked at each other and said at the same time with annoyance "Mike."
Megan went "SHleby never said ANYTHING. We were with her the whole time and she didnt sya that to you. Mike is lying."
And then Vik narrowed her eyes and went "Just shut up, megan. Dont get fucking involved."
I was getting really scared. Even though it wasnt really my argument, I was still going through it with Shelby. Shelby looked REALLY scared right now and was struggling to say anything
Mark wa jeering behind the gang going "GO ON, BEAT EM UP!" I swear I almost shouted at him but I knew it wasnt really the time and place. Everyone i nthe cafeteria was wuirt and watching us. I've never been dso scared.
I was thinking though, isnt this so stupid? Over a LITTLE tiny thing, and it causes this?
Shelby struggled to say anything and stammered "Mike is lying, he doesnt like me.."
When vik butted in and went "Well, not many people do now, Shelby."
Shelby went "Whatever, Vik. I never said anything."
When vik put ehr hand on her hip and went "What?"
When SHAZZ Stupid bloody shazz said to vik: "Shleby said 'Is that all you got to say?'". I was stunned.
Vik widened her eyes and her face went red swith anger. "Is that all? IS THAT ALL? You better watch what YOU say, never mind me. Dont go fucking around telling fucking stuff about me. If you have something to fucking say, SAY IT TO MY FACE!" She shouted, and then walked off with her posse behind her.
Everyone in the cafeteria stared at us for a second, then went back to chatting and eating their lunch
We satyed silent. I broke it "Did you hear was Shazz said to vik?"
Shelby nodded, then got up and ran to the toilets. We followed her.
She was in one of the toilet cubicles crying, and calling her mum to pick her up..

DOjnt worry. This has a happy ensding. The day after, Shelby went to our head of year, and she dealt with it all.


So this week:
1. Megan stopped being my best friend
2. Shelby and megan are leaving me out
3. We got picked on my chavs and pikeys.

Rollercoaster, huh?

BRITISH SECONDARY SCHOOL SLANG GLOSSARY:

~ 'Skanking'
Means dropping someone for someone else. This is seen as really disrespectful in our school. Heh,m kinda like what MEGAN is doing to me
e.g.
"That guy is totally skanking me for some idiot'
~ 'Shit stirring'
Spreading rumours that arnt true to stir up arguments.
"Dont worry about it, shes only shit stirring"
~ 'Thats Out'
Short for 'out of order'. pretty much self explanitary.
"Seriously? Thats well out."
~ 'Larry'
Loner.
"HAHA Look at that larry."
~ 'Leary'
Getting angry
"Dont get leary at me."
~ 'Tight'
In other palces it means cool, but here its another word for 'out'
"Wtf, thats tight."